I always have to be the first one
To fulfill the goals of everyone around.
The first whose professional life early begun,
Or who the cure of a sickness found.
No matter what I do
I’m the first one to move.
Like a soldier.
Better so, like a puppet.
Lifeless, ready to do whatever they want.
I’m sick of it.
I have to cut my strings.
I don’t care if I fall.
I wanna be the first one
To do my own free will.